wait for the perfect sunrise

every moment could be a wait

for the perfect moment to arrive.

every moment can be the one

filled with peace, joy, ecstasy.

Waiting for the perfect time, perfect event,

perfect combination of stars, planets

will be eternal wait of pain, anticipation, haze.

every breath you take is a gift,

every moment you live is a gift.

every moment you are here is infinite

Whenever that decision happens,

whenever that moment arrives,

it will bring with it it’s quota of joy

but holding back joy for that piece of future joy

is not worth the moment which just went by.

Now if you are complaining, scheming, planning

you are snatching away the gift of joy of this moment,

sinking pits in stomach, tightened chests,

holding back, hesitant, confused