every moment could be a wait
for the perfect moment to arrive.
every moment can be the one
filled with peace, joy, ecstasy.
Waiting for the perfect time, perfect event,
perfect combination of stars, planets
will be eternal wait of pain, anticipation, haze.
every breath you take is a gift,
every moment you live is a gift.
every moment you are here is infinite
Whenever that decision happens,
whenever that moment arrives,
it will bring with it it’s quota of joy
but holding back joy for that piece of future joy
is not worth the moment which just went by.
Now if you are complaining, scheming, planning
you are snatching away the gift of joy of this moment,
sinking pits in stomach, tightened chests,
holding back, hesitant, confused